SHUL REVIEW: Nava Tehila (Friday Night)

Rating: 6/5- By far the best Friday Night service I’ve been to in my life.  Lively, musical, spiritual.

Service Attended: Friday Night Services (September 5, 2014)

About: Egalitarian and inclusive, they use varied instruments and meditation type melodies to elevate prayer
Time of Service: Friday, 6:00-8:00 pm
Mechitza: None, open seating
Women: Full participation
Meals: No mention
Frequency: One Friday per month, plus select High Holiday services, see calendar here
Language: All kavanot (talking) in Hebrew and translated in English

Review: Nava Tehila is the idealized vision of prayer and instrumentation coming together in joyful bliss.  Rabbi Ruth Gan Kagan set the tone for the night by specifying that there would be absolutely no talking between prayers, but only singing and silence, and that if you came to just sit around, you were in the wrong place.  The kehilla was comprised of a very young crowd, and I recognized a number of students from the Conservative Yeshiva and Pardes present.

The seating was comprised of concentric circles (which fill up fast), with the majority of the inner circle belonging to the Nava Tehila band. One of the things that made Nava Tehila unique was the variety of instrumentation; there were guitars, an upright bass, flute, saxophone, cajon, and bongo, along with a number of singers. For Kabbalat Shabbat, they used selected lines from each of the psalms set to original tunes, in a meditative, repetitious way that lent to the entire kehilla singing and harmonizing together.  Each melody would last 5-10 minutes, and there would be absolute silence for a number of seconds between each prayer.  Bookending these psalms were the full versions of Yedid Nefesh and Lecha Dodi.

Kabbalat Shabbat ended around 7:30, and at that point the option was given for people to leave if they wanted, or stay for Ma’ariv, and many people left, which made it kind of an awkward transition, where by Ma’ariv was made less important. Instruments were put away for Ma’ariv (I would have preferred they be kept, since they had played into Shabbat already), but it was nice davening as well.  It ended with the usage of instruments for one last song at the end.

All said, while the traditionalists out there might not enjoy this, those willing to experiment with an alternative type davening will have a transformative experience that will have them wishing Nava Tehila met every week.

Nava Tehila is located In Kol Haneshama at 1 Asher Street, Jerusalem, in Speitzer Hall. Nava Tehila is also a band, so check out their music.  Also, be sure to check the calendar as they play occasionally at Tachana Rishona on Friday afternoons. For more information, visit their website.

The Power of Blessing and the Origin of Mincha – Parshat Chayei Sarah

Parshat Chayei Sarah – Torah from the Holy Land

The Missing Blessing

A few weeks ago, as I was walking to a Shabbos meal, a man came up to me and the people I was with. “My wife just gave birth to a new baby girl,” he said, “and my Rabbi says to ask every person I come across for a blessing for my new daughter. Would you offer a blessing for her?” he asked. Taken aback, I offered some sort of blessing that was less than inspiring, as did one of the people I was with (hers was much more inspiring). It struck me that this was the first time I had ever actually been asked for a blessing from someone, and it was someone I didn’t even know!

In the next few weeks, we will see the strife caused by a father’s blessings to his sons. In our parasha however, it’s blessing that is noticeably absent from the end of Avraham’s life. He gives his children gifts, but no blessings. Rabbi Danny Nevins, Dean of the JTS Rabbinical School, comments, “Rashi, working off a midrash in Bereshit Rabba (61:6), feels that Abraham was ‘afraid’ to bless Isaac since there might be implications for the other members of the family. Rashi says that Abraham didn’t want his future grandson Esau to receive the blessing, but the source Midrash says that Abraham was stymied by the challenge of his other children. If I bless Isaac, then what about Ishmael and the children of Keturah? Instead, Abraham gives Isaac material gifts, including the burial plot in Hebron, and then says, ‘I have done my part; if the Holy One wants to act in His world, let Him do so.’ Rashi rephrases this as, ‘let the master of blessings come and bless whoever it fits Him to bless.’” The challenge posed by blessings is great: one the one hand, it can lead to strife and jealousy, and on the other hand it can spread love and kindness to the world. Where is the balance between the silence of Avraham and the inequality of Isaac’s blessings to Jacob and Esau?

Blessings are an opportunity to connect to a person’s core. They say, “I care about you, and I want the best for you.” But for a blessing to uplift the other, it needs to come from that place of love. Not a selfish love, where the blessing is actually in some way beneficial to you as well, but a love that says “May you be blessed to fulfill the purpose for which you were put on this earth.” It may have been this reason Avraham couldn’t bless his own children. He knew that the destiny of one was to rule over the other, and so he left it in the hands of the Holy Blessing One. While he respected the Ultimate blessing, he preferred that his last words would bring his sons together in unity as opposed to divisiveness. This week, may we be blessed with the energy to renew our commitment to our ultimate purpose, and may our way be illuminated with the light of those came before us.

Origins of the Mincha Service

“Isaac went out to commune with God in the field towards evening, and he raised his eyes and saw, and behold! Camels were coming.” (Bereshit 24:63)

Where does the afternoon mincha service come from? Was it ordained by the Rabbis, after the destruction of the Temple rendered the afternoon sacrifice obsolete, or are its origins much older? Many early sources argue this very question, but it’s from this verse that the Talmud (Berachot 26b) and Midrash derive that our obligation for afternoon prayer stems from Isaac himself! While I won’t endeavor to solve that disagreement here, there’s an important question that remains. If the mincha service does indeed stem here from Isaac, what can we learn about the essence and spiritual energy of the service?

The verb translated above as “To commune with God” is lasuach.  Lasuach is a complicated word, but could mean to commune, to meditate, to supplicate (as translated in ArtScroll), speak, or complain. In the BDB Bible dictionary, they claim it could mean l’hithalech, to walk or stroll, but the implication, from the use of the word in the context of Noah, is that here Isaac “walked with God”. In contrast to the morning and evening services where the are many prayers surrounding the Amidah (where we commune directly with God), the mincha service is our only daily service in which the Amidah pretty much stands alone. While there are practical time circumstances for this shortened service, the spiritual consequence is important. We come immediately from the outside world of all our cares and worries and walk immediately into the presence of the Divine. The focus of the service, as supported by the biblical passage, is clear; we are there to commune with the Divine. For a few minutes, in the hustle and bustle of our day, we stop to give ourselves perspective and remind ourselves that there is more to life than just the moment we are in. We are a part of something much larger.

You can view the PDF of this Torah here.

Sam Blustin is an alumnus of the Conservative Yeshiva (2014-2015) and a current Rabbinical student at the Jewish Theological Seminary (Class of 2020). You can view more divrei Torah at www.samblustin.com  or contact Sam directly at samblustin@gmail.com.

Parshat Vayakhel-Pekudei – Two Realms of Community Building | Power of a Minyan

Torah: The Two Realms of Community Building

Last week, I participated in a trip with Perspectives, an organization seeking to give students varied mainstream Jewish-Israeli perspectives on the Israeli-Palestinian conflict. We toured the security fence between Israel and the West Bank with Danny Tirza, the designer and architect of the wall. We spoke to a woman who was evacuated from Gaza when Israel disengaged from there in 2005. We spoke to a woman who lives in the closest Israeli settlement to Gaza and walked between the two walls separating Northern Gaza and Israel. We talked with residents of Sderot, a town often in the news as a target for terrorist missiles from Gaza. We spoke with settlers in the West Bank and leftist Israeli activists about their relations with Palestinians. What became clear to me was that while the security barriers were most certainly effective for short term security and have saved many Israeli lives, the long term effect of the physical separation of peoples may make peace nearly impossible.

At the beginning of this week’s double parsha, Moshe gathers (va’yakhel) the Israelites to tell them the laws of Shabbat. The word va’yakhel has the root K-H-L, which is shared with other words such as kehilla and kahal, two different words for community. In Judaism, community is of utmost importance, and is the driving force behind many of our rituals. We can pray on our own, but the Rabbis place much greater emphasis on communal prayer, and indeed there are certain parts of our prayer we can only recite in a minyan of 10.

As Rabbi Jonathan Sacks points out in this parasha, Moses

“directs their attention to the two great centres of community in Judaism, one in space, the other in time. The one in time is Shabbat. The one in space was the Mishkan, the Tabernacle, that led eventually to the Temple and later to the synagogue. These are where kehillah lives most powerfully: on Shabbat when we lay aside our private devices and desires and come together as a community, and the synagogue, where community has its home.”

There are two realms in which community is built: in space and time. If we adapt this model to the conflict, and really all conflicts, it gives some cause for hope.

In Israel, the realm of space is incredibly tricky. In spaces where Jews and Arabs do share space, it is often in a hierarchical role, with Arabs servings as construction works or maintenance workers in Jewish companies. And the physical barrier separates many Israelis from Palestinians, making relations difficult to sometimes impossible. In our interactions on the trip, the lack of knowledge of the other was clear, but so was the desire to meet their neighbors across the fence. Therefore, space needs to be created in a way that both Israelis and Palestinians, normal people, not politicians, can meet on equal footing and develop relationships with each other.

In the realm of time, Shabbat can serve as our guide. The media portrayal of the other in both Israeli and Palestinian society is often biased and skewed. Only by putting down our media devices and meeting the other face to face will true, deep relationships develop. Israelis and Palestinians must carve out a time in their weeks to be fully present and to hear the narratives of the other, no matter how painful or challenging.

The parasha provides the roadmap; we must be willing to take the first steps, no matter how much fear or apprehension we may have. May the Holy Blessing One bless us all with the courage to challenge ourselves in the coming week to listen and engage with a narrative that is different from our own, and may we succeed in creating holy communities, wherever we may be, that transcend time and place.

T’fillah: The Power of a Minyan

When I’m praying alone, I can get pretty high. I can go at my own pace, dwell on certain lines, meditate, go faster in certain areas, use the melodies I like best. But there’s an issue.

If I’m davening alone, I only have one voice. But if I’m davening with two, then I have the sweetest sound in the universe, harmony, and together we can get even higher. Three, four, five others harmonizing, that’s the highest, we can really transform ourselves.

The Rebbe Rashab taught the following about harmony. In the beginning, as Kabbalah says, God was an infinite pinprick, containing infinite potential in its singularity. But this energy exploded, expanding into infinite possibility. No longer was there singularity. Within this infinite possibility, we have two choices, we can either let the infinite become divisive, or we can let it bring people together. In Hassidut, our souls come down into the mud of this world to get even higher, and so too, here, God does as well. Because the only thing higher than singularity is the beauty of harmony. Our work is to use this harmony to elevate God even higher, and we do that through harmonizing with other human beings. How do we know this? When we say Shema, we say God is echad, not yachid. God is not singular, but God is one. To be echad means to be one of a group, all of us, together in harmony.

So you see my friends, with harmony we can get really truly high, but we need a minyan to move beyond ourselves and change the world. We need a minyan to bring God down into this world. How do we know? Well, what can we say when we have a minyan? Kaddish. And the kaddish is not in lashon hakodesh, the holy tongue (Hebrew), it’s in Aramaic. When we have a minyan, we can bring God into even mundane language, into the chol, into the non-holy.

But why davka ten? One reason that’s brought down is because of Numbers 14:27. There were twelve spies that went into the land. Two came back with favorable reports, and ten came back with negative reports and convinced the people not to enter the land. As the Lubavitcher Rebbe brought down, these spies were afraid of an absence of God in the land. They mamesh couldn’t see God in the world. They didn’t think God could be present while working the land, setting up governments, creating families, and in all of the hard work of establishing a society. So by davening in a minyan, we recall these spies and say, “God, you’re here in this world. I see you. And I want to sanctify you by sanctifying others.”

Sam Blustin is an alumnus of the Conservative Yeshiva (2014-2015) and a current Rabbinical student at the Jewish Theological Seminary (Class of 2020). You can view more divrei Torah at www.samblustin.com or contact Sam directly at samblustin@gmail.com.

SHUL REVIEW: Kol Haneshama (Saturday Morning)

Rating: 2/5- As a friend of mine so eloquently described it, it was just “bleh”

Service Attended: Saturday Morning Services
Date: September 6, 2014

Observance: Reform
Time of Service: 9:15am-11:30 am on Saturday Morning
Mechitza: None, open seating
Women: Full participation
Meals: Very light kiddush (two cakes).  No offer of meals
Frequency: Every Friday Night and Saturday Morning
Family friendly service: Friendly to families.  There’s a play area at the side of the sanctuary for kids
Sermon: Hebrew sermon, announcements in Hebrew and English
Neighborhood: Baka’a

Review: Kol Haneshama is one of, if not the only, Reform prayer community in Jerusalem, and one of the few in all of Israel. It’s located in a beautiful building in a beautiful sanctuary that fits around 150 in Baka’a. Unfortunately, it was maybe a third full on this morning, and the crowd gathered was rather aging.

I arrived before the beginning of the service, and we waited until there was a minyan. While the people there were very friendly, and I was given an aliyah, I found the service very disjointed and the nusach (melodies) very inconsistent. We’d start by reading a prayer together out loud, getting to a line where someone at some point wrote a song using those words, and then we stared singing the song, regardless of whether it fit into any nusach.  In the span of P’sukei D’zimrah and Shacharit, we covered ‘Stand By Me’, multiple Carlebach songs, some tune that sounding like it could have been taken from a musical, and other tunes to which I found it quite hard to sing along with, let alone harmonize with. Keeping with the more American style davening, prayers were typically sung together, as opposed to the more Israeli/Orthodox style of davening out loud at your own pace with in a framework. The entirety of the service was, as my friend who grew up reform described it, just kind of ‘bleh’.

If you are looking to be a part of an egalitarian service with somewhat non-traditional nusach in line with the American Reform movement, than you might consider Kol Haneshama.  It also starts later than many congregations, so that is nice.

Kol Haneshama is located at 1 Asher Street, Jerusalem, in Baka’a. For more information, visit their website.

Let’s Talk About Israel – Parshat Toldot

Torah: Let’s Talk About Israel

A few weeks ago, we toured Masada, the impressive Herodian fortress made famous as the last stand of the Jews in the Jewish-Roman War. At this site, we discussed three different narratives of Masada: the narrative of the rebels as told by Josephus, the story the archeology tells, and the story of how Masada became a symbol for the modern State of Israel. This later story, which served as a rallying cry for early Zionism (“Shenit M’zadah lo tipol” – The second Masada shall not fall, using Masada as a metaphor for Israel), has begun to go out of fashion as Israel has settled into statehood. This vision of Israel hanging on by a thread, however, is still very prevalent in American Jewish circles. The idea that due to Israel’s fragility we cannot criticize it or hope for a better future for all inhabitants of the land has created a relationship with Israel for many young Jews that is impossible to sustain. To truly have a deep relationship, we must be able to sit down and talk with each other when there are problems.

Rav Naftali Zvi Yehudah Berlin (1816-1893), also known as the Netziv, comments on the difference in the relationship of Isaac and Rebecca from the rest of our ancestors. Rebecca’s “relationship with Isaac was not the same as that between Sarah and Abraham or Rachel and Jacob. When they had a problem they were not afraid to speak about it. Not so with Rebecca” (Commentary to Gen. 24: 65). This lack of communication had dire results for the family. Isaac was incensed at Jacob’s betrayal. Esau resolved to kill Jacob after his father’s death. Rebecca, in fear, had to send her favorite child away for dozens of years. The family was torn apart in a way that would never be repaired.

Rabbi Jonathan Sacks comments that “such is us the human price we pay for a failure to communicate. The Torah is exceptionally candid about such matters, which is what makes it so powerful a guide to life: real life, among real people with real problems. Communication matters. In the beginning God created the natural world with words: ‘And God said: Let there be.’ We create the social world with words. The Targum translated the phrase in Genesis 2, ‘And man became a living soul’ as ‘and man became a speaking soul.’ For us, speech is life. Life is relationship. And human relationships only exist because we can speak. We can tell other people our hopes, our fears, our feelings and thoughts.” (Rabbi Jonathan Sacks)

The same is true when it comes to our relationship with Israel. In order for the Israeli project to be sustainable for generations, we must learn how to express our hopes and our fears. We must have a conversation about the values with which we approach our relationship to Israel, and we each must put forth a vision for the society that we wish the Jewish State to be. And no matter where we may be, we must work to make that vision a reality. But it only begins when we can have a candid conversation with each other, listening, pushing, and critiquing, out of a deep love and desire for our State to be the best it can be. The warning in our texts is clear: If we are afraid to speak about our problems, the consequences could be far worse.

T’fillah: And the Blessing One Spoke (Baruch She’amar)

As we saw above, communication, or rather lack of communication, plays a central role in this week’s parasha. It’s the words that we speak, or choose not to, that can have immense power, and we see this in the Beginning. The entire universe was created with “And God spoke: Let there be…”. All that is in this world, all the stuff that life is made up of, was created from these initial words. Baruch She’amar v’haya haolam, Blessing be the one who spoke and the world was. Every morning we begin the P’sukei D’zimra service with this awesome statement. Harkening back to those original words, it’s an important reminder that the words we’re about to offer in praise, in prayer and throughout the day, can both be blessings and curses. Each word that comes from our mouths has the potential to create and destroy worlds. When you come to this prayer in the morning t’fillot, consider using it as a natural stop and focus on your voice. Be cognisant of how it feels as the vocal chords vibrate, creating voice. And let the power give us pause, each word emanating intentionally from our mouth.

You can view a PDF of this d’var here.

Sam Blustin is an alumnus of the Conservative Yeshiva (2014-2015) and a current Rabbinical student at the Jewish Theological Seminary (Class of 2020). You can view more divrei Torah at www.samblustin.com  or contact Sam directly at samblustin@gmail.com.

Parshat Vayikra – Humbling the Self Before the Other | Four Types of Sacrifices

Torah: Humbling the Self Before the Other

It’s no secret that this world is becoming more and more polarized. I’ve experienced this in many settings, but perhaps the most difficult is in discourse surrounding the Israeli-Palestinian conflict. In many of my group interactions both internally and with guests this year in Israel, it’s become clear to me that we no longer know how to have conversations with each other. We’ve forgotten how to afford the other a basic level of respect. There is no baseline assumption that their statements are not intended to cause us harm, but come from a genuine place, even when they may be antithetical to our very existence and values. While there are many strategies for healthy communication, I want to suggest one such strategy from our parasha.

Parshat Vayikra explains, in what at times is excruciating detail, the specifics of the different sacrifices that can be brought to the Mishkan. In one such instruction, it says “Any meal-offering that you offer to Hashem shall not be prepared leavened (chametz)…” (Leviticus 2:11). The Torah here is prohibiting leavened bread from being brought as a sacrifice, instead instructing the Israelites to bring matzah for their meal-offerings. All this talk of matzah and chametz leads us to a big question: What do chametz, matzah, sacrifices, and Passover have in common?

Rabbi Binny Freedman points out that many commentaries compare chametz to the evil inclination. For example, the Rambam compares the rising of dough to the swelling of ego and sexual desires. In the Talmud, Rabbi Alexandri ended his daily prayers with: “Master of the Universe, it is revealed and known before You that our will is to perform Your will, and what prevents us? On the one hand, the yeast in the dough, the evil inclination that is within every person” (Berachot 17a). Rabbi Freedman teaches that every Passover, we gather up all the chametz and destroy it. This does not only have to be a physical process, but can be accompanied by a spiritual seeking out of those forces and attitudes within us that are holding us back and that distance us from the Divine. So what does this have to do with sacrifices?

The bringing of sacrifices (korbanot) is an human act in an attempt l’karev, to come closer, to the Divine. Some sacrifices (see T’fillah section) are brought to atone for sins, while others are brought out of gratitude and praise for Hashem. All of them evoke awe in the one sacrificing, a humbling before the Creator. They would take of their own time and resources (which was even more time consuming after the Temple was built) to find Divine favor.

Imagine now a conversation where, instead of blindly trudging down the path of righteousness, we stopped ourselves in humility to realize that we may not be 100% correct. That there may be a kernel of Truth in what the other person has to say. That even if we wholly disagree, the person before me is made in the image of the Divine, and there’s a basic a level of respect and benefit of the doubt that we should afford them. How different might that look?

May it be your will, Holy Blessing One, that we are able to open our hearts to others and to ourselves, to be challenged and to challenge, with a loving spirit and an open hand.

 

T’fillah: Four Types of Sacrifice

Previously, I have taught about sacrifice as a Rabbinic model for prayer. Today, I want to go even deeper, by exploring the different types of sacrifices as models for different types of prayers. There are four different types of offerings presented in our parasha: (1) Burnt-offerings, (2) Meal-offerings, (3) Peace-offerings, and (4) Sin-offerings. ArtScroll says the following about each one:

  1. “A burnt-offering may be brought by one who has intentionally committed a sin for which the Torah does not prescribe a punishment, one who failed to perform a positive commandment, one who had sinful thoughts, and by everyone who comes to Jerusalem for the Three Pilgrimage Festivals. Similarly, it may be brought by anyone who wishes to raise their spiritual level.”
  2. “A meal-offering consists of nothing more than flour, oil, and frankincense and is most likely brought by a very poor person. Because he extends himself to bring an offering despite his poverty, it is as if he had given his own soul.”
  3. Peace-offerings are brought voluntarily by a person or a group of people who are moved to express their love of God and their gratitude of His goodness, and to enhance their closeness to Him… Alternatively… its name symbolizes the peace that results when the legitimate needs of all groups are satisfied.”
  4. “Sin-offerings atone for deeds that were committed inadvertently, as a result of carelessness… As Rambam points out… such deeds blemish the soul; for if the sinner had regarded them with the proper gravity, the violations would not have occurred.”

Each of these cases represent different points in our lives. In the first, we intentionally act to come closer to the Divine because we’ve done something to distance ourselves from the Divine. In the second, we may not have long to pray, or might not connect to the words in a given moment, but we still show up with whatever we able to bring to that moment and that relationship. Like the half shekel for the Temple, there are no excuses; Everyone participates. In the third, we seek to come closer to the Divine from a place of gratitude and praise. The fourth is perhaps most akin to the High Holidays, where we beseech forgiveness for all the things we’ve done throughout the year, but also has hints in the daily tachanun prayer, where we also ask for forgiveness.

Which model of prayer could you use today?

 

Sam Blustin is an alumnus of the Conservative Yeshiva (2014-2015) and a current Rabbinical student at the Jewish Theological Seminary (Class of 2020). You can view more divrei Torah at www.samblustin.com or contact Sam directly at samblustin@gmail.com.

Welcome to the Israel Blog

Welcome to my Israel blog! Over the next year, you’ll be able to follow my travels as I shepherd 42 high school upperclassmen through a week in Poland and 4 in Israel,  as well as my own personal adventures traveling and studying in Israel at the Conservative Yeshiva.
I sit here on the plane to Newark, NJ, just having left my family, ready to begin leg one of this journey: USY staff training. I don’t believe my mind has quite processed the fact that I’ll be in a foreign country for a year, but I’m sure that will come soon. Until then, I guess it’s best just to keep plowing ahead into the unknown, taking the challenges as they come!
More to come, so check back frequently for new posts!
L’hitraot, or until next time,
Sam

SHUL REVIEW: Kol Rina (aka the Bomb Shelter Shul) (Friday and Saturday Morning)

Rating: 5/5- Beautifully sung Carlebach service that gave me chills more than once

Services Attended: Saturday Morning and Friday Night
Date: September 20, 2014 and October 17th, 2014

Observance: Orthodox
Time of Service: Mincha 20min after candlelighting on Friday, and 8:30am-11:15am Saturday Morning
Mechitza: Behind men’s section, shtender towards back of men’s section
Women: No leadership
Meals: Meals offered at least for Friday night, no mention on Saturday
Frequency: Every Friday Night, Saturday Morning, Holidays
Family friendly service: While there were families, there weren’t too many, and were not a focus by any means
Sermon: Sometimes all in Hebrew, sometimes in Hebrew and English. Announcements in Hebrew and English

Review:

Friday Night: Friday night services were what I’ve come to expect from Kol Rina. The shul was packed and people came ready to sing and dance. Tunes are Carlebach. Great energy, and great way to bring in Shabbat. They were also able to set me up with a wonderful meal afterwards. See below for my original full review.

Saturday Morning: In 2008, when I was on Alexander Muss High School in Israel, I went to a shul that we referred to as the “Bomb Shelter Shul”. It was honestly a life changing experience, as I had never davened like that before, and I unfortunately didn’t know it’s actual name. That was until a few days ago, when a friend pointed me to Kol Rina. My hopes were high that this was indeed the shul I was looking for, and I was not to be disappointed.

Upon arriving, just outside the shul, I was flagged down by a man asking if I would be the 10th man for their minyan. I agreed, and asked to which shul he belonged.  Kol Rina, he said.  What a lovely coincidence.  I admit I was a little concerned, as I had showed up some 20 minutes late, and they had no minyan yet? As you’ll find out, this was the only reason I didn’t rate them a 6/5.

As I walked down the stairs and into the shul, an immediate sense of nostalgia and recognition overtook me.  I had finally found it! And it was not to disappoint. The Carlebach style minyan was led beautifully, and those who were there joined in such a way that I felt like I was part of a live choir, supporting a shaliach tzibur with made up harmonies on the spot. I can’t really describe the feeling other than to say you have to experience it yourself. At various points I even got shivers from the beauty of the davening. Had the room been full, and not half full, I think I would have given this minyan a 6/5. In addition, the women’s section was rather lacking, both in voice and in numbers.

Simchat Torah:  I attended Kol Rina erev Simchat Torah, and it was great. Lots of singing and dancing, and it went on quite a long time. It was pretty packed to start, but around the 3rd Hakafah people started to clear out for dinner, which meant there was more room for dancing. One of the Torahs was passed back to the women’s section each hakafah so they could dance with a Torah as well.

For those that love Carlebach, singing, and harmony, there’s not a better weekly Shabbat minyan in Jerusalem.

Kol Rina is located at 26 Be’er Sheva Street, Nachlaot, Jerusalem. Known also as the Bomb Shelter Shul, it has a surface level entrance and goes straight down a flight of stairs. There is a common area with couches, and then the left door is for women and the right for men. For more information, visit their website.

Revealing the Hidden – Parshat Vayeitzei

Parshat Vayeitzei – Torah From The Holy Land

Torah and Tefillah: Revealing the Hidden

The last few weeks have been tough for Israel, as it has literally been going up in flames. Some of the fires that have been consuming the north may have been the work of terrorist activity, exacerbated by the dry weather and strong winds blowing around the country. Instead of creating a further wedge between Jewish Israelis, Arab Israelis, and Palestinians, the Arab populations of Israel have gone out of their way in support of the victims of the fire, and contributed firefighters to help put them out. Through the fire, the minority populations in Israel have revealed a face not often seen by Israelis. Israel has come out of it stronger and more unified, with a little more love to go around.

In this week’s parasha, Jacob begins his journey to Haran to find a wife. On the first night, Jacob lays down to rest, and has his famous dream with the angels ascending and descending on a ladder. Jacob wakes up and proclaims “Mah nora haMakom hazeh! YHVH bamakom hazeh v’anochi lo yadati. How awesome is this Place! YHVH is in this place and I didn’t even know it.” Tradition teaches us that haMakom is actually a name of the Divine, one of the many. What is the aspect of the Divine that is revealed through this name?

A few weeks ago, I heard a d’var Torah at the Moreshet Yisrael synagogue in Jerusalem. The speaker, Rabbi Joshua, talked about the phrase that one is supposed to say right before they leave a mourner when sitting shiva, the seven days after the burial of a loved one. The phrase, haMakom y’nachem etchem b’toch sha’ar avelei Zion vIrushalim, May the Place comfort you among the mourners of Zion and Jerusalem, is a curious one for its use of haMakom as the name of the Divine. “Why”, he asked, “is haMakom used? It’s the place itself that does the comforting,” he said quoting his wife. “The community comes around you to keep you company and take care of you.” While I’m not sure it was intended to be a theological statement, it contains an important one nonetheless. It’s through the power of community coming together that we reveal the comforting power of the Divine. When, out of Divine commitment and values, we reach out and join our lives to the lives of others, we come together in Holy unity. This is a nice drash, explanation, but I think it’s even deep than this.

The name of the Divine in our parasha, haMakom, is brought to symbolize a hidden God that in fact was there all along. It’s only when we wake up that we can realize it. Ya’akov avinu was in his own world, worried about what his brother might do him and whether he might be able to find a wife. He was living a dream life, his head in the clouds, not aware of the moment. But he was startled out of his sleep by a visit from the Divine. Finally, he realized what his father and grandfather had known all along: the Divine is in every place, we need only to open our eyes.

This is the essence of the Divine in our parasha. In the moments where it seems like we’re the furthest from the Divine, when our world is literally and metaphorically on fire, we can call on haMakom. And through the fire we realize that even here the Divine is present all along. May the Holy Blessing One bless us in the coming week with a renewed sense of the Divine Spirit, that we may reveal more love, awe, and justice in the world.

You can view a PDF of the commentary here.

Sam Blustin is an alumnus of the Conservative Yeshiva (2014-2015) and a current Rabbinical student at the Jewish Theological Seminary (Class of 2020). You can view more divrei Torah at www.samblustin.com  or contact Sam directly at samblustin@gmail.com.

Parshat Tzav – What Does It Mean To Be Shalem? | The Eternal Offering

Torah: What Does It Mean To Be Shalem?

One of the sacrifices which the Torah expands upon in our parasha is the zevach shlamim, the peace-offering. It’s particularly interesting here, as it states that the Israelite must bring the sacrifice “with his own hands” (Vayikra 7:30). This is a more active participation in sacrifice; the worshipper actually takes part in it. But what is this peace-offering?

Rabbi David Tzvi Hoffman (19th-20th century, Germany) presents two seemingly conflicting understandings.

Shlamim is derived from the root meaning ‘peace’ or ‘perfect’ (shalem). It signifies the state of mind of the worshipper who enjoys peace and contentment and recognizes that this has been achieved thanks to his cleaving to God. Or it may be that he seeks to attain such a state of perfection and deliverance, since at present he suffers from despair and longs for God to help him and restore his equilibrium. All this he expresses through the shlamim, seeking his own peace and well-being through cleaving to God.” (Commentary on Leviticus)

On one hand, we bring this peace-offering when we feel whole and content with our lives and want to says thanks, and on the other hand, we bring the peace-offering from a place of pain and a cry to feel unity with the Divine. That we feel both of these emotions at different times is clear, but what happens when we feel both at the same time?

Yossi Klein Halevi illustrates this tension in his bestseller “Like Dreamers: The Story of the Israeli Paratroopers Who Reunited Jerusalem and Divided a Nation.” In the book, he follows the soldiers from a particular paratrooper unit which helped reunite Jerusalem in the Six Day War, showing how the capture of Jerusalem, the West Bank, and Gaza led these fighters in remarkably different directions, some becoming settlers and others radical leftists. The title demonstrates this tension: the longing for the land of Israel and its capital to be reunited with the reluctance to rule over another people.

We see this tension in our Jewish communities at home as well. Look at the coverage of AIPAC versus IfNotNow last week. At least in the narrative that IfNotNow wanted to tell, they pitted themselves, demanding the immediate end to occupation, against AIPAC, the war mongering right wing one state supporting advocacy group who could care less about Palestinians. Despite the fact that that definition of AIPAC is completely unfair to them, my point is important. We are constantly attempting to pit ourselves against each other, painting the other as too radical, outside the bounds of allowable discourse. What we learn from this parasha is that we can actually stand in the middle of this tension; we don’t need to take one side. We can feel delighted in the wholeness of Israel and in the access to previously unavailable historical and religious sites while still taking deep issue with the occupation of a people who we have no interest in ruling over.

So who should be on the inside of our communities? The wholeness-offering teaches us that those who place the desire to come closer to the Divine at the center of their lives live within the bounds of community. On the same issues we may feel whole or broken, or both at the same time. But if we can come to the table together to discuss l’shem shamayim, for the sake of heaven, instead of shouting down and silencing those who we perceive to be at odds with us, then we can truly be echad, whole and at peace. Reb Simcha Bunim, talking about the phrase in Psalm 147,“He who heals the broken-hearted”, taught

“a broken heart is a good thing. And the healing is that he is cleansed from despair, so that the heart remains without any despair… in a state of joy…. One needs a broken heart, but one also needs it complete. One needs both together, brokenness and completeness.” (Ramatayim Zofim, chap. 5)

For Reb Bunim, the brokenness is necessary because it leads us to a process of self-analyzation, a desire to constantly improve the self. But we must also know how to rejoice in who and where we are now. The two are necessary in balance. Ideally, these traits should be balanced inside of the self, but at the very least, on issues of communal significance, these various voices must be present inside of a healthy community. By allowing both voices to balance each other, it prevents us from stagnating, which separates us from the Divine.

Therefore, may it be your will, Master of the Universe, to support us in this brokenness and wholeness, and allow us the humility to create communities who can rejoice and challenge together.

T’fillah: The Eternal Offering

Last week, we revealed the depths of four different types of sacrifices. Parshat Tzav opens up by going into detail regarding one of them: the burnt-offering. As we said, the burnt-offering was to be brought by one seeking to raise their spiritual level, whether by proactive action or to make up for a momentary lapse of recognition of the Divine in daily life. Now, we find out something deeper:

“It is the burnt-offering [that stays] on the flame, on the Altar, all night until the morning, and the fire of the Altar should be kept aflame on it… The fire on the Altar shall be kept burning on it, it shall not be extinguished; and the Kohen shall kindle wood upon it every morning; he shall prepare the burnt-offering upon it… A permanent fire shall remain aflame on the Altar; it shall not be extinguished.” (Vayikra 6:2, 5-6)

Rabbi Schneur Zalman of Liadi, in Likkutei Torah (Devarim 78d), explains “that the altar is the heart of the Jew. And corresponding to the two altars of the Sanctuary, the outer and the inner, are the outer and inner levels of the heart, its surface personality and its essential core. The altar on which the continual fire was to be set was the outer one. And for the Jew this means that the fire of his love for God must be outward, open and revealed. It is not a private possession, to be cherished subconsciously. It must show in the face he sets towards the world.”

How do we reveal our love for the Divine in the world? When do we consciously hide that fire? Unintentionally? How can become more conscious of it? What steps can we take to feel more comfortable expressing this fire?

 

Sam Blustin is an alumnus of the Conservative Yeshiva (2014-2015) and a current Rabbinical student at the Jewish Theological Seminary (Class of 2020). You can view more divrei Torah at www.samblustin.com or contact Sam directly at samblustin@gmail.com.